There are many ways of making a baby, trying harder is not part of most.
We are back home after five days in the hospital. I am glad I am home. I have lost myself but I know I will find me again. You ended before you even started. But I’m glad you started. For that short time of feeling you inside of me. That short time of being able to look at your dad and thinking with pride “we made this”. It was great. I felt really good. That was the closest I felt to being a mother. I am glad I felt you.
Still today I can’t stop thinking about you. All the good things we will have together. All the fun and good times. You are always my strength even before you come.
So today in the morning, I found that you were growing in me and it felt so good. Knowing there is love being nurtured and forming inside of me. I loved you before I knew you. And I know you will be great. You are already great.
Can’t wait to feel you kick, stretch and roam inside me. Seeing you on a scan will be a dream come through.
Thank you Allah.