We are back home after five days in the hospital. I am glad I am home. I have lost myself but I know I will find me again. You ended before you even started. But I’m glad you started. For that short time of feeling you inside of me. That short time of being able to look at your dad and thinking with pride “we made this”. It was great. I felt really good. That was the closest I felt to being a mother. I am glad I felt you.